“it’s okay, i can peel back the layers of you until i find the soft and gentle core of you you’ve had to work so hard to hide”? no. no, it’s okay, i know you’re hollow; i’m here anyway. you don’t have to pretend it isn’t masks the whole way down. whatever face you want to wear, i still love you. i don’t need you to be good or unflinching or the antonym of violence. if i did, i wouldn’t be here. i wouldn’t ask that of you.
i have nothing against a character who is layers of scar tissue and callous protecting a small little sliver of their before self, who just wants to be safe to let that sliver grow and heal
however. when the only thing under all the scarring is more scarring. when there’s nothing of the before self left at all. when there was a precipice, and they tumbled over it, and even if they got back up they’ll never heal right.
and then to have someone still say i care for you. you are broken and i can’t fix you and i’m here anyway. so what if you’re a ghost of yourself? you can haunt me
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When an old tv died it was always very understandable. Screen busted. Tubes broke. Animal sick. Smart TVs will have psychosomatic problems that clear within a day. Ur Apple TV gets mental illness.